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| User: | sabeth (269356) Come, thou, sweet Darkness, close mine eyes . . .
. . . Let me drown in Love. |
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| Name: | Sabeth the Dreamslayer | |||||
| Website: | Slanted Words and Scribbled Lines | |||||
| Location: | Quincy, Illinois, United States | |||||
| Birthdate: | 1986-03-30 | |||||
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| AOL IM: |  MyLadyAbsinthe (Add Buddy, Send Message) | |||||
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| Bio: | "Black candles dance to an overture but I am drawn past their flickering lure to the breathing forest that surrounds the room where the vigilant trees push out of the womb I sip the blood-red wine my thoughts weigh heavy with the burden of time from knowledge drunk from the fountain of life from Chaos born out of love and the scythe the forest beckons with her nocturnal call to pull me close amid the baying of wolves where the bindings of christ are down-trodden with scorn in the dark, odiferous earth We embrace like two lovers at death a monument to the trapping of breath as restriction is bled from the veins of my neck to drop roses on my marbled breast I lust for the wind and the flurry of leaves and the perfume of flesh on the murderous breeze to learn from the dark and the voices between This is my will..." ~~Cradle of Filth 'The Forest Whispers My Name' Bit of lyrics from one of my favorite songs. Sorry, I'm a musical person :P Anyway! Ok, so things have changed, which thusly led me to think I need to update this little section. Enjoy ...And this might be rather long, so... I like to write (fantasy-type stuff. Lot of it is on FictionPress.com) and draw (geocities *grumblemutter*) and read far too much. I watch anime a good deal (GTO, .Hack//Sign, Vampire Hunter D, Cowboy Bebop, Escaflowne) and read manga (all those listed and much more). I like to pretend that I'm a deep/philosophical person because I write disturbing and abstract-ish poetry and draw strange violent things, though how all that makes me deep, I don't know. Actually, I really like talking philosophy and theories on life and all that crap. And anthropology / sociology is pretty damn interesting as well. *shrug* I read Megatokyo and Something Positive on a regular basis. I hate dogs, but somehow have two. Cats are the Supreme Evil, and thusly, I shall have many someday... I bitch quite a bit about my fucked-up family life, though it's no where near as bad as some people I know. I want to messily murder my mom and stab certain other people multiple times. Gratefully, I don't have to really deal with this much anymore, seeing as that I moved out. Yes, I now have my own ghetto-ass place. I love it. Strangely (or maybe not so strange, really), our relationship has improved greatly. Hoorah. Also, I'm caught in a weird limbo of being anti-social and very social. I hate most people, but I cling fiercely to those who manage to become my friends. I'm a loyal and trustworthy friend, too. Everyone comes to me for advice, which I don't really get seeing as that most of the time, I've never gone through what they want help with, but meh. I do what I can. I'm horridly emotional and sentimental. I stockpile memories and keepsakes and anything that means something to me. I cry rather easily. I love easily, too, which gets me into trouble a lot. I have this odd insane hopeless quest to find my Perfect Love (which is retarded because nothing is perfect..). [Edit] Ha! Things can be perfect, if only you have patience. Not that things are exactly perfect for me right now, but . . . I found what I've been looking for ^____^ (Another edit) What the fuck was I thinking? Things will /never/ be perfect. Perfection is a stupid wish. Humanity is flawed, which cancels out perfection. So. I suppose I can hope for near-perfection and be happy with that. I'm trying to be optimistic, but really, it's hard sometimes. Grrr. I get very lonely sometimes. I have friends, but not very many, and they generally are able to do a bunch of stuff, such as go play D&D two or three nights a week, whereas I can't due to the Nazi-esque nature of my parents. So that distances me from people. I don't even get the compy much anymore. Also, I've been kicked out of three bands not because I suck (Well, /I/ think I suck, but they say I'm as good as the bassist for Dream Theatre o.x;;) but because my parents won't let me practice because it's not "convenient" for me to be in a band. Speaking of bands, I play bass guitar (ESP LTD F-204, bitch. Black as pitch and beautiful) and I've got a good 'ole Crate double, a DigiTech BP8 valve stomp board and multiple stomp boxes ^_^ I like to play with a deep low growl and low to heavy distortion. Oh, and wah, gotta have the wah. I played in a band called Oversoul for a bit. We played the New Faces show (talent show, pretty much, though the music department at school owns it), a nice four night stint in front of at least eight hundred each night. That was badass. But I've been forced from, like I said, three bands since then, so.. But hey, I'm going to college now (finally, huh? Damn), so it'll work out eventually, I suppose. Rawr. I can look for another band, a new social life, and other amusing things to do, too. Whee. (Edit) Yeah, messed that up brilliantly. I let my stupid emotions get in the way with things and ended up dropping out last December (04), which is now why I've moved out and am trying to pick the pieces of my life back up. If I ever figure that out, I'll be sure to insert that here somewhere. That's about it for now. Mebbe I'll add stuff later, though I don't know why. S'not like anyone'll read this...Heh... Check out Alluring_Ones!  Toshiya is love  DDR is love.  t.A.T.u. is love in the rain  Dani Filth is Love. Made by ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} suncolorbars Slipknot is Made by suncolorbars Corsets are Curvascious Love Made by wrathofmyaxe  Fishnets are Kinky Love Made by wrathofmyaxe  Family Love <3  Trent Reznor is Starfucking Love by dead_end_life Dani Filth is Filthy Love by dead_end_lifeI once said I wouldn't get myself into this sort of thing again, but here I am, standing on the edge of Hell and wondering how I got here. Maybe it's because I like the lick of the flames. Maybe it's because I'm just obsessed. How does one compare those two feelings when the object of obsession is Pain itself? My Fetus Collection :D  A cute 'lil Ninja Fetus!  A cute 'lil Poison Fetus!  A cute 'lil Kitten Fetus!  A cute 'lil Dragon Fetus!  A cute 'lil Death Fetus!  A cute 'lil Gothy Fetus!  A cute 'lil Pirate Fetus! All of these are from Fetusmart, in case you didn't notice. :D | |||||
| Memories:: | 3 entries | |||||
| Interests: | 142: .hack, a perfect circle, alin and val, anarchy, anger, anime, anne bishop, apc, apocalyptica, bass, beauty, beloit college, black hearts, black metal, blood, bondage, books, breathing, bsdm, bullet wounds, cannibal corpse, cats, cd's, cellos, cheese, children of bodom, computers, cowboy bebop, cradle of filth, d&d, darkness, darkstar, dead girls, death, death metal, deicide, destruction, dimmu borgir, distortion, disturbed, domme, drawing, dream dead sleep, dreaming, drums, dvds, electronica, elves, erotica, escaflowne, excel saga, explosives, fallen angels, fantasy novels, fire, firecrackers, german, goth, goth girls, guitar, guns, guys, heavy metal, hentai, horror flicks, iced earth, in flames, japan, killing assholes, kink, kinky sex, kmfdm, korn, lace, laughing, leather, lesbian, life, lord of the rings, loud music, love, manga, manson, marylin manson, meaningful emotion, melanie rawn, mercyful fate, metallica, money, mtv, music videos, my love, night, nile, nine inch nails, opeth, painting, pentagrams, pipe theory, pissing people off, pizza, poetry, porn, power, pretzels, raman noodles, rapture, rob zombie, rockets, roms, sex, shiny objects, silk, skateboarding, slayer, sleeping, stephen king, sushi, switchblade symphony, system of a down, techno, terry goodkind, the dreamstone, the evil within, the union underground, theory of my soul, tolkein, tool, torpor, trance, trigun, truth, v:tm, vampires, vanilla, waking dreams, whining, white rice, wicca, wild cherry pepsi, wishes, writing | |||||
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